Sien

hou sien ah..... really bored ...dunno what to do. Last weekend was a pleasant ones coz i rest well. Had birthday dinner with family members...:)

I can plan, but not for me to control

Yesterday I plan to go home immediately so that I can have decent dinner with darling at around 7.30pm. Somehow, it was my fault that I forgot to switch off the car light and passed the car to Soo --> and she didnt off it as well coz it was too bright. Ended up we cant start the car... huhuhu...

Reached home 8.30pm, gotta just tapau to eat and went to bed at 10.30pm. At 11pm, heard lots of noises from the house ceiling and suspected another break-in! We were so scared and the noise is on and off ---> at the end after 2 hours, i think there's nothing. I really hope if its mickey, please go away. You are scaring me off. Really. Please...

Beautiful day with beautiful start

Yesterday, SY and Sue gave me a very beautiful handbag as birthday present. I like so much and its really unique and nice, practical, elegant and sexy. I will definitely snap the photos to upload it here.

Today, its my first assignment at new place, to do sharing session and I think I did it very well. I love myself so much.

I hate CV

CV, can u stop calling me? Can u stop bugging me? I hated u everytime i see your name on my phone. Leave me alone!!!

Quiet Birthday

Yesterday, Victor sent me to lrt station - so kind of him otherwise I will be stuck waiting for a taxi - waited for darling at Bangsar , then hop on again to KL Sentral due to the crazy traffic caused by the closure of SMART tunnel.

My dear transport minister, I am telling you again, no point extending the highway anymore or building more tunnels ok! Give us blardy MRT, not lrt! and extend to every 400m of klang valley - cant you learn from our neighbouring countries?? You dont have to travel to Japan or Paris to learn on how to build, but you can just take a coach from puduraya to singapore! stupid!

My dear tylia baby ah mee's and pap pap with ti-ya called me and sang happy bday. Thi-ya and jer jer!

Anyway, darling bought me a red rose, :D and I love it so much and it smells so good. Forgot to snap the picture (coz I dont tell people about this blog). Anyway, we went to Maha Vihara for prayers to Buddha and Mummy and also my birthday wish for this year. We headed to Pizza Hut for my birthday dinner and I got a free birthday ice-cream with pancakes from Pizza Hut. :) (again, no picture of that).

Today, I am going to have another quiet dinner with SY and Sue at Strawberry Field. Hopefully no jam.

I am sleepy bcoz today i reach office at 7.15am , and gotta last my butt on this chair for another 11hours.

Happy Birthday to me!

Ok, i feel the same. Today i am 31! huhuhu.... 31 years ago, my dear mummy had to go thru pain to bring me out of this world. Today, she's no longer here to celebrate it with me. Last year, mummy asked me what i wanna eat, and i said fishball soup. She cooked for me.

Today, darling and I will go to Maha Vihara to pray for her and to thanked her, for giving me life and soul. I love you!!

My dearest tylia baby also gave me a gift yesterday - her jay jay in the bday card! She's so adorable!

I am settled a little

I am very happy yesterday knowing that we will get a new place soon...and I dont mind if i have to reduce my shopping for the sake of paying for the house. Yipeeee!!

Tensed

Currently I am restless again bcoz of the house. Oh, i really hope nothing happen when i reach home later....

I hate driving in Klang Valley!

I wish i can go back to the days where I took train to work and my house is just next to the train station. Very tense to drive!!!

It has been almost 8 years I am taking train, although I am very pissed off with the late and small coach and constanstly rosak and delayed, but at least i can sleep in the lrt --- opppss...i better reserve that comment coz sometimes the sardine packed made the bau ketiak orang tidak begitu menyenangkan.

Anyway, today is only my 6th day working here, and 3rd time driving, I am already complaining. How long can I bear with it???? Really wish I can stay next to train station and work in places with lrt again. Hopefully in future, darling will be ok to choose a place like that which is also good for him coz I will complain less everyday. hahaha!!

I wanna go home to Kedah and work...and be with papa. He has gastric yesterday and nausea... My heart says I wanna go home and stay with him.

I dont respect people like this

Today, the paper stated that Shahidan did not turn up for the swearing of Perlis MB and he's the only assembly man. What is that man....take a mirror and look at the yourself!

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/3/18/nation/20676879&sec=nation

If this guy was present and he was not chosen, I am sure people will look up at him. He reminded me of the MAVTRAC guy, who told me some notes about Shahidan, who was his unimate (or roomate - something like that). I can't remember the name of this guy...hahaha..

Things Are Always Greener on the other side

Sometimes, I think being single is better than married. You dont have to do things you dont like to do. Just because you are married, a lot of things are expected by surrounding families.

Today, the house alarm was triggered, it make me a hassle to go home, because I just started work. Luckily boss is kind enough to let me go without taking any leave...

Sometimes, I need darling to back with me. Sometimes, he asked me to do things I dont like.. If you ask me personally, there are things we both don't need to do ...but it comes with responsibility. So, remember, marriage cannot be based on love alone.

Things that I used to have, then I dont have now.... I miss those moments.

Things that I have now, that I wish to have... let's appreciate it.

I am damn tired... of being a human.

New things to seek

Back to AS on Friday nite. Bus at 11pm, but only came at 12pm - and I slept all the way - not easy to do that in the bus, reached home at 6am and continue sleeping till 10am. Back again yesterday by 10.30am bus to KL but only reach home at 7.45pm - super long journey! Lydia called on Sat evening, I have not heard her voice for such a long time. (1 week is very long)

I am telling myself, i need to seek new purpose in life. I find to challenge and I thought I will in this new company, but things are the same everywhere. But at least I know I dont want to take up what am I facing in the last 2 years anymore....

4th Day at new place

Yesterday, I met another group of colleagues over lunch. I love this group, they are fun and they talk about shopping and how women should and should not behave - which is definitely me, the bitch, has lots of things to say!

Anyway, today will be the last day of orientation and the real working world will start tomorrow. I follow what Zahrul did in his first 6 months....take it or leave it before u are confirmed to save on the notice period.

Today have to wake up at 6am again...so sien! Keep thinking whether its worth to fork out RM22/day just so that I can sleep till 8am.

I am always the taichi master!

A friend of mine, a university senior who is quite close to me wrote to our (a few friends) facebook that he and a friend are in the midst of writing a proposal to government to address issues and helping the opposition to prioritise issues. So, he asked whether we have any opinion so that he can compiled it.

I responded to him, that the public transport in klang valley should be improved, extend new lines or existing lines to cover more places and use MRT - not LRT to cope with the large amount of citizens. No point keep expanding the roads Mr Samy V.

Today, i read my friend's response to me. He said if i want the country to progress, i have to play a part too (agree) and he asked me to come out with a proposal for him so that he can review. WHAT! Then in the first place, when u send me that message, tell me that u are compiling proposal! Taichi master!! No wonder these type of people can always be at the top management and they can never do work - talk and talk...like the minister.

I am not the kind who is interested in politics but this particular general election result has been a eye opener to me.

New chapter of life

Today, is my 3rd working day in a new company and I drove for the first time. Damn it! I gotta come in before 7.30am because there is not enough parking space and I have to follow the working hours from 9:00 - 6.30pm. So how? 11 hours in the office.

The first day I joined, things are quite uncomfortable to me. Everything is new...the office is new and new to me. The people are unfamiliar faces, I dont know the trick around, I dont know if there is any hole on the road or walkaway, I dont know where are the switches, who to contact, which button to press to which department, extension line and who are the good ones. I dont know what is the best approach to me make work smart, and I am not familiar with the templates and jargons.

Day 1, I am very lucky to have nice and friendly colleagues around, who are not shy to show me around and tak kedekut ilmu. I remember 12 new names on day one and the jokers who are smart. I know they are smart, because I saw their faces in the quarterly magazine for the outstanding promotions. Out of 160ppl that I can see here, i only saw 2 non-chinese...means everyone is chinese here by accident? or by choice?

Day 2, I get to know a few more people and my neighbours who were on leave when I joined. Victor is the one I talk to the most coz he sat next to me. Sweet and fresh graduate, and friendly.

Today is day 3. I am feeling sleepy because I have to wake up early since the last one week (the HK trip).

Darling will be going to HK again tomorrow. I decided to stay in MP.

Hopefully things are for the better..... and AMN made my day by telling me what he was told by the UEM BOD. I love it, coz he said "talent with looks" - happy sekejap.

Life goes on

I left the company after serving of 7 years, 4 months 1 day from the day I joined. My dearest friend, soul Lydia faraheeda has been part of me throughout this journey. She wrote about this , and I am so touched.

Now I am in Hongkong...supposed to go back to Alor Setar yesterday after resigned for a short break and also to do prayers for mummy, attend wedding and vote (for the first time!) but gotta change plan because MIL was hospitalised.

We went out at 6am today to catch the 9.25am flight...then took the public bus in Macau to jetty...then ferry for another hour to Kowloon. Reached at 3pm.

I wanted to give something special to Lydia before I left...but ran out of idea what to buy for her coz she's not the shopaholic type...if its me or Phyllis, very easy! can buy anything u can find in the store...

Lydia did an unusual act, the acknowledgement part, which I always avoided. AW have done a lot of that, and I have forgotten how beautiful a pure friendship will be...

Honestly, I didnt feel sad to leave the company but I was so sad to leave behind sincere friends (that includes client) who are always humble regardless of their position. I am so touched by a few PETRONAS' GMs whom I wrote to, that called me personally. I am touched to receive emails from unexpected people... and you know who value you on this very last day.

On my last day, I just want to have private lunch with 2 important best friends I have - Lydia and Sook Yee, unfortunately SY cant make it.

To my dear Lydia, I love you ~ forever~. You have shown me the willpower of working smart, you have shown to me that being a mother, wife and good daughter is always possible with a performance in career, you have shown me how to be patient , you have shown me how to do good presentation slides / proposals/blueprint and even the claim template (hahah....still terpegun). I really want us to work together again in the near future...ok, nanti i kerja kat your kindergarden ok...:P

I nak pergi shopping in HK!!! really hope i can do it. i know i am bad...:P