Another Funeral

Yesterday, went to Yee Chin's father funeral. I didnt know her dad was diagnose with lung cancer since March this year.

The saddest part is when I saw her mum, changing from a vogue woman to a very old lady full of grey hair in such a short period. She must have gone through a terrible period when she found out her husband had cancer.

CW told me, when his brother passed away, he was already fainted on the floor when his parents woke up in the morning. He never regain conciousness and the cause of the death is tumour as big as 10 X 10 X 8 inch in his lung. He's only about 26.

Gosh, anything can happen in this world.
Whether you are lucky to die immediately or suffer for a while. If I can choose...i want to die in peace like mummy.

So scared, I have been writing about death for a long time.
This Friday, 12th Oct 2007, is mummy's 100th day passing.

Glamour Sekejap

Ok, saw my photo (in blue cardigan) in KY's blog.
Glamour sekejap la tu.

2007 - A Year of History in my life

2007, when Jan approached, it sounded like interesting.

Jan 1st, I just got married for 2 days. New hope, new life, new excitement.
This is the year, our Europe dream came true...plus bonus of being in Turkey and Hong Kong.
This is the year, I have been to the most places in my entire life - and the furthest.

This is the year, I lost mummy. and i wish it never happen!!!!!!!!!
This is the year, 3-kor-tiao (3rd uncle) passed away.
This is the year, Chip's mum passed away, Laili's mum passed away, Chee Wei's brother passed away and yesterday, Yee Chin's father passed away.

I have also heard another 4 deaths from SL and darling Colleagues parents.

A year of death??

Scary.

I wish I am always in 2006.
This is also the beginning of number '3' in my life (ok, i am 30).

I wish 2007 will ended now.
This is the turning point year.

What else??? If I have to let go my tour dreams to get back mummy, I WILL DO IT.
Sometimes, I wish that she will call me...
I miss her voice, I miss her.
This Thursday, October 12th 2007, is her 100th day passing.

Mummy, namo amitabha...