Signs

Peningnya kepala aku nie....body aching. Signs of fever. Hope I am well, especially this week and next week! I need lots of energy to be with the babies! no fever please...my eyes are so heavy....and i hate noise today.

I know my direction

I know where I wanna go...yeah yeah!

Marriage

Marriage is lifetime commitment. Its about me and you, and the word WE. 2 in 1. Lifetime. And from there, we have family. Once I commit into it, I will. That is why I have a deep thought.

Wow, love has a deep meaning. It comes with trust and honesty. When I say trust, means 100% trust. You cannnot afford to slip. no doubt. If you have 1% of doubt, you better watch out and do something about it. Or else, it can destroy you.

Hey, i am talking to myself ok. (to whoever reading this). Just leave me alone. I know God is testing me. He is giving me lots of strength at the same time. Because SHE loves me. I am blessed.

Heart Break

My heart break. I am just speechless....What is marriage?

Free Woman

I know what is free....free to be yourself, authentic. Free from fear, free from staying in control. It was a wow, when you know you can be authentic, people get u, and they just love you because of you. I know how it feel....and thanks to mummy, papa, soo, SL, Ling, Wei, Tee, Yee ling, Ah Bi and dearest darling. Also to aunty.

I am a free woman.

Nervous

I am very nervous now. Hand and feet cold. Going for selection in a while...warrrggghhhhhh.....help help!

Fight the battle

They say, its not good to keep things you are not happy with inside. It eating me up.I burst my anger in office today...arrgghhh...when controller faces controller...yup, to the max. I told darling, easily can burnt 400cl today i think. hahahaha.going to gym now. enough for the battle of the day.

True Love

When that someone you love, love you so deeply....how do you feel? Right now, this is what I am feeling. I just dont know what to do, but to love back. Oh, its so sweet isnt it? That is the best thing about love...you feel sweet, you feel sour, and you feel so dissapointed. Its the same person, when you are willing to go thru the ups and downs...then you know the real thing inside.

Emotions

I am now in the stage of mood swing, and my emotions are up and down since 3 days ago. Damn...not PMS I know. i am in bad mood in everything including lunch time today. Its ME, myself and I. not anyone else fault. Dont wanna eloborate much. Just leave me alone.