Sad and happy

Sometimes I wonder..... why it is so fun to have ups and down in life?

I am getting married next week. Oh really???

At the same time, I am very sad here at work. Papa said dont change job - and i need to reject the good offer out there? I am so heavy hearted to write them an email saying I will reject. I am doing this for the sake of my parents' advice.

Say it to AW ppl, they will tell you "Where is your stand? What do u want? Where do u wanna go? How do you want to ENROL THEM TO YOUR VISION?" please la. stop all these jargons. I am sick of it.

I am looking forward to go to Bangkok with darling for the free trip. Now I dont feel like going coz there is no more privacy. I need this pre-honeymoon break.