Farewell Lunch and Gift

Today, I received a surprise farewell gift from Mr X (he said dont tell his name) . What a surprise gift!! A beautiful key rings from COACH - whoa.....must be expensive. The packaging and presentation is also superb!

The gift from COACH

Beautiful key rings from COACH

Then, I headed to Chilli's KLCC for lunch with the 5 budak itam (as Lydia said it in her blog). It has been a while 5 of us sit together since the meeting with Jieca a few months ago. I am going to miss this bunch of friends who have beautiful hearts and sincere friendship. It is not easy to get 1, apatah lagi 5 or more. I know I will miss them all, and I am also sad that Lydia is left alone....yea, she has others like Kak Pa :) to eat with her I know...but for sure, the kind of bond we have will not be there.

One thing I promise, no dropping tears on my last day on March 4th, 2008. Of course, being here for 7 years 4 months 1 day on my last day, it is something big for me considering this is my longest serving career. Hopefully the road is widely open in front.

Lydia and Soo Hsia (me) in Chilli's KLCC

From left: Asmah, Marlin, Lydia, Soo Hsia, Nadd

I love you guys!!

2-kor-tio (2nd uncle)

Got the news from Hoon che che that 2-kortio (her father) has diagnosed with 2-3rd stage of lung cancer. The size of the tumour is 4cm, placed in the right side of his lung. It is scary when i heard what he will be facing....and i dropped tears.

Hoon che che and me agree that if we both die....hopefully God allow us to die like how mummy did.....in peace without any diseases/suffering.

May mummy rest in peace.

I love you!

Happy Valentine's Day

Yesterday had unexpected dinner at Teapot Cafe - such a nice place in SS2 for valentine's day dinner. Will post pictures here..

Given 2 cupcakes and reminded me of Lydia's daughter and she is so sweet that she called her mummy about the cupcakes when she saw it.

When my heart cant bear with it anymore

This CNY is the worst CNY. I cried everyday since day 1, and yesterday was the worst.

I am trying to accept the fact mummy is no longer there to celebrate CNY with us... not another big headache come to me.

My MIL is not happy i didnt spent reunion dinner with the family, my sour face in Langkawi trip and i didnt go back kl together with darling on Sunday. How!!! Did I change the plan?? Yes, and u know why?

I am very very tired. I just want to die....and i live on for papa. When is my day??? When when when???

Papa dropped tears during reunion dinner this year - and I know exactly why - which is the main reason i wanna be with him this year.

Please let me be free like a bird.... my wings are stuck in the cage right now. help!!