Time to think revisit this so-called c.a.r.e.e.r

One of these days, i want to really sit and think about my future. I want to do before this year end. I need to revisit what I want in my career and what exactly that i am looking for. I am tired being here....so tired!

When I have enough savings, I want to just work from home or be a clerk so that I can go and back on time. I dont have to worry extra phone call and sms after work or when I am on leave. Need a break-lah.

Nowadays, I have noticed that I feel annoyed with people who like to show off they are so "keng" when they are in the lrt talking about their job. I used to admire those people 5 years ago, who are able to be in who they are .... a consultant who can talk. Now? *sorry*....gimme a break. Don't disturb me in the lrt. If you wanna talk, control your voice-lah. Lrt is a public place.

Feeling so hungry now.

What Is The Sweetest Thing?

The sweetest thing on earth is when you know your loved ones are willing to sacrifice for you. I am lucky to have papa, as my father. I have mummy and I have beloved sisters! and ....I have a beloved husband! I feel like angel - free , warm , peace and loved - knowing darling willing to let go something precious to him for our wedding. Arning, :-*

The 1st Thing I Hate In the Morning

Title already says it all....the very 1st thing I hate is seeing a sour face in the office. Hate it! Especially in Monday morning. Got problem don't bring me in!

Weekend Soul

I have heart and soul. So does everyone around me.

Went to choose the 208 photos and picked 45 pictures, in 4 hours.Wah...i like a lot of the pictures leh!!! Damn expensive! I should have asked Champagne to write down the RM5 they promised in the paper. However very kanasai, everytime when Champagne Bridal wrote something in the paper, TOMS will give cheaper to their customer ie : wedding package, deposit required, size of pictures etc etc. Whatever it is, every shop got strategy to earn as much as possible from the couple. So now which shop wanna justify the additional RM500 we paid for Ulu Yam?? not nice-lah the pictures. Scenery is nice. Thought of snapping the photos again! Make-up also not nice. Since I have done twice studio bridal make up, I figured out I dont want to go to make up courses. I like the way I make up now, I like my own style.

Anyway, phai seh lah mummy wanna pay but I dont have money anymore. Yesterday I calculated the monthly commitment and I realised my salary itself is not enough for me to shop. No wonder every month now, I am so "dry" like mad.

Things to stop immediately:

1) NO buying new facial stuff

2) Not buying any lingzhi

3) Do not commit to another RM1K+ facial package

4) Do normal facial, not the treatment anymore

5) Minimum gap MUST be 6 weeks instead of 2 weeks

6) Eat cheaper lunch

7) No shopping lorrrrrrrrr .......for the month

I must save money for Bangkok trip. I need this trip ..... for me and darling to be together before our actual honeymoon. Hope it will really be the pre-honeymoon stuff.

Sunday - not so happy. I don't like to be told what to do with my life! WHO LIKE IT ANYWAY??? Wish I can be at home with mummy. But I have promised darling. Next week, she already has plan... so I will "book" her for the following week then.

not so good PH

I noticed I have blood in the urine since yesterday. This morning again!
Went to doctor this morning and confirmed that I have urine infection with PH 7.5, protein and blood in the urine. Shit!

While in the lrt to work after that, met another pervert!
Celaka betul these people. Uncle 40+. Ok, he didnt look that old. So many seats in the lrt, but he sat so closed to me, side way with his leg on my "territory". celaka keep looking at me - macam nak makan aku. ceh!
Beh tahan after 2 station, i changed seat. He and some ppl looked at me coz there's not much ppl in the train. I dont care. Let him know that he's very annoying!

Some people deserved to be slapped in public! Especially if they thought they can take advantage of a fierce lady like me!

I am Excited

I am very excited to see my photos this Saturday. I know it will turn out good! :D
Otherwise, of course, I will demand to snap again. This time, the Ulu Yam Outdoor, darling has slimmed down a lot compared to the 1st session and both of us are much more relaxed.Coz natural pose!

I cant wait to get the photos. I want to copy the photos. If the shop didnt want to give, I will find ways to get it. Ah, enrol enrol. (Ya rite! I hate this word)

Still havent figured out what to do this weekend. But definately I want to bring mummy to walk slowly in shopping mall. Her last trip shopping was very rushed. I know her, she wants to slowly take a lot at all shops in Sungai Wang if possible! Me too! but this time, I dont have money.... I have completed a spreadsheet of the expenses till end of this year for wedding PLUS our Bangkok trip. I want to get a lot of hair clips and 2 handbags from Bangkok this time. Hair clips here are so expensive! Rm60 for one! chi sin!! One day, I wanna go to Korea to get it ...cost less than rm2!

List of places I want to go:
1) Bangkok (again)
2) Hongkong (for shopping!!)
3) Europe - Paris, Venice, Switzerland, UK, Germany, Italy
4) Korea and Japan
5) New Zealand
6) Australia - Sdyney
7) Angkor Watt
8) Hanging Garden Babylon

1 person I want to meet before I die....
I have no idea! ..... got one suddenly... Aung San Su Kyi.

I am just here....to....hahahaha!!

Ah Ling forwarded this email to me. Trying to imagine what happened if someone ever said that?

That's why lots of women are still single.

It is a myth that when a son gets married and a new daughter in law arrives in the family, everything changes.
Some daughters in law are well trained and well mannered!!!!!.

They don't come to change the family, they are there to............ read the following:
The new wife (progressive Indian woman of today) was being welcomed at the
husband's home in a traditional manner.

As expected she gave a speech:

" My dear family, I thank you for welcoming me in my new home and family",she said.

"Firstly, my being here does not mean that I would want to change your way of life, your routine."
"No, I will never do that, never in a million years".

"What do you mean my child?" Asked the father in law.
"What I mean, dad, is (looking at her father in law):
Those who used to wash dishes must carry on washing them.
Those who used to do the laundry must carry on doing it.
Those who cooked shouldn't stop at my account, and those who used to clean
should continue cleaning".
"Then what are you here for?" asked the mother in law.
"As for me, I'm here just to entertain your son!"

Men Are Hard to Pleased

Men Are Hard To Pleased...THIS IS SOMETIMES SO TRUE YET FUNNY!
Shirly forwarded these to me...Thanks girl!

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!

If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true.......but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....

Kau Tim Photo Session

Finally.....the day of 2nd photo shooting has been completed on 4th of July 2006.
It rained for a while, but as darling said, its blessing in disguise coz it actually cleared up the sky.

It was so tiring, and I was not satisfied with how Champagne Bridal treated us. Kena tipu la!

Anyway, enough....will try my luck to get some softcopy of the pictures then.

I am very tired of working here...facing the same old error like everyday! Ah, I hope Sai Pan is serious taking me to be his assistant! So that I can try new environment in this company....i am just too tired being here! very very tired!