Bingo!

Sha la la la.....
Me happy...
Me....see the light.

Oh yeah?
yes, I see the light. I know there is hope when i believe.
Settled my worries! :D

Dreamt about 2 big king cobra this morning and i killed one of them using boiling oil.
oh dear!

Saja nak post gambar nie!
The fat and the slim Carmen Soo! Determine to loose weight now.
Went to 3 classes consecutively yesterday.
Blardy Delifrance had so much mayonise in the salad just now - none in the picture!
Gotta wipe it off piece by piece. Yucks!
I think i am getting to anexoria nervosa ....hahahaah!! Told LFA that just now - yeah right! thinking about food all the time, u think i will? but why do I have a thought to vomit out the food I ate just now? Still feel sulky over the potatoes. no more! How about the yummy spagetti Thai Green Curry??? :D

Numb

If you dont know me, probably you thought i am someone full of sad things. Yeah, I only write when I am sad...

Right now I am feeling very numb. He shouldnt have???
yeah, i need space now...

I want to be a MAN in my next life

If I have choice to choose who I wanna be in my next life, I wanna be a man.
Easy...just tell your wife what u want, she gotta follow!

I am a stubborn person, I don't follow blindly...coz I have my own dreams, I have my own future.
But make sure your dreams is communicated, your dreams are shared.
You gotta have same goals, shared it and work towards it.
Not easy....coz u gotta give and take.

Feeling low right now. Dont need any advise from anyone.
Just need to bitch.

Happy Birthday to me!

Happy Birthday to me....
Happy Birthday to me....

I have two BIG wishes this year and MUST be achieved by end of this year.
The fire is burning.....
My 1st birthday with the title Mrs.

Today, one stranger even sent me a MMS birthday message.
When I called the person back, she told me she sent it wrongly!
Jessica...who's that!!
Coincidence?

Mummy will be the 1st person that I should thanked for on this special day of mine.
Papa will be the 2nd one. For the sacrifices they have done, for the patience all these years.
huwa.....not easy to have a child like me.
:D

Yesterday, I saw Carmen Soo in person for the 1st time in KLCC.
Such a beautiful lady. I want to be like her....
Slim and beautiful. Quiet and innocent.
Suddenly changed my desktop picture to hers - bagi motivation sikit.


But she has also been fat before....so chubby the face. SO, its possible to loose weight!
Look how beautiful she is now....
Yes, I want to have a body like her...(just ignore the Amber Chia in the picture. She is everywhere anywhere in every advert in Malaysia).

LFA's quiz for me

Waduh. I am doing this for the sake of LFA of i wil die painfully according to her...

14. Three people who have to take this quiz now or die painfully ASH (from work) .

1. Three names you go by
a) ash
b) ang
c) ah sia

2. Three screen names you’ve had
a) soohsia2
b) susikikimura
c) melissa

3. Three things you like bout yourself
a) kind hearted
b) easily kesian orang
c) responsible for my own decision

4. Three things you don’t like bout yourself
a) temper!!
b) cant stand ppl who are slacked!
c) like to imitate ppl that i dont like

5. Three parts of your heritage
a) beautiful eyes (ehm!)
b) mixed races face (yes! ppl always wonder you are malay? sarawakian? chindian?)
c) fat tummy (not so sure about this or maybe its just me)

6. Three things that scare you (or mostly creeps you out)
a) rats!!
b) lizards
c) cockroaches

7. Three of your everyday essential
a) manja dgn hubby
b) soft music in the morning/before sleep (either one)
c) talk to mummy/papa

8. Three things you’re wearing right now
a) pearl earrings (lifetime guarantee babe! not bad)
b) favourite chain (from hubby) and pendant from mummy
c) favourite shirt that make me look slimmer!

9. Three of your favorite bands (or artist at the moment)
a) Kevin Kern
b) Corrs
c) cant think anymore.....

10. Three of your favorite songs
a) Piece of my heart
b) On My Own
c) Rebel Heart

11. Three new things you’d like to try in the next 12 months
a) Slim and toned body till 50-52kg (wow, dream dream)
b) hohoho........ XXX (ah, u guess)
c) highlight my hair

12. Three things you want in a relationship (love included in the package)
a) intimacy
b) sharing of thou