Happy Birthday to me!

Today is my 30th birthday. I am very sad to see the letter starting with "3", sounds scary yet exciting. That's the end of my "ra-ra" life?

This year, I also received so many unexpected birthday wishes. Perhaps its me who are sensitive towards the number.

Exactly a week from now, I will already be in Istanbul. My Europe dream to Paris will come true! I have never thought of going to Paris, Amsterdam, Belgium dream will be realised this year. Yeah, how on earth do I have so much money to travel and staying in the luxury hotel? I want to have lots of money to buy so many things. I have to have my dream house. When mummy has recovered, I want to bring her and papa for overseas holiday. This is also mummy's dream accompanied by papa, i want to bring her and all of us there.

I am heavy hearted to leave things behind in KL & AS. Here I am in AS now....i just want to spend as much time as possible here...I have decided, next time, perhaps I will come back every 3 weeks, instead of 4 weeks now. Its not that tiring to take the early 6.30pm bus, just that the driver stopped too long at Sungai Perak. It is always a great feeling to be back home.

Yesterday I visited Lydia. I am not going to see her for so long, 6 months for her. that's a long time!! Her babies are cute...sometime when I thought of her, she's such a lucky woman. She has a pair of children with a loving hubby and staying with her parents. Lydia, I envy you. How I wish I am near to my parents. Life is what we want it to be... i promise to come home as often as possible.

When I come back from this long holiday, i have an important task to do. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me, and thanks to mummy for bringing me, the beautiful one (:D) to this world. Life is more beautiful with the presence of papa, mummy, all sisters, darling, and all family around me. I know who exactly my true friends are now. SY is one of the dearest. HC, Liq, Sue, Achat. My dear Phyllis and Hem called and sang birthday song for me today. They are one of my sweetest darlings.

I love myself...always.