New Record of myself

This morning, I woke up at 6am, and worked out in the gym at 6.30am. What an achievement! and what double the joy was I didnt feel the weird feeling I hard last time when I worked out in the morning at 8am in Subang gym. :D

Now I am hungry...

Last weekend, paid the booking fee for our new house. Asked her whether she has any lawyer to recommend. What a coincidence that Jasmine took out Kenny's co's name card. The world is so small isnt it? very very small!

At nite, attended darling's company annual dinner. Had a good one until I beh syiok with that no-respect-for-me feeling .... *sigh* anyway, suan-lah. I am tired to talk about it.

Oh, we finally found our heaven!

Last nite, everyone has agreed that this will be the one - so we have confirmed buying our own micasa of heaven! Oh, I love this house so much and darling loves it too...and tiya loves it too...tiya's home!

I am so happy i can have my own space !

There can be miracles....when you believe.....

Another 30cents

Last week, the government announced increased of flour price with a promise no increase in hawker's food - my FOOT!

2 days later, all the noodles i eat increased from RM 3.50 to RM 3.80 per bowl at hawker's.

In Turkey, darling told me there's 2 times adjustment to the salary per year - one for promotion, another one for inflation. See...they also know how to manage the $$$....

bodoh punya orang!

Another pervert old uncle!

Yesterday, I was molested by an uncle at coffee shop during dinner - AGAIN!!

I was queueing up with darling to take mixed rice - then suddenly darling just went to book a place while I was holding 2 plates of rice. Then I put one of the plates on top of the dishes tray and it dropped into the tray.

Out of no where, one uncle dressed in working clothes came to me and asked in English "You need help?" and i said NVM. he then touched my hand and usap-usap it. Celaka babi!

I went to darling and told him, and he was very angry. Suddenly all the imagination came, what if he beat up that man, what if that man had his gang sitting at one of the tables, what if he threw a chair and all the news would be in the newspaper. SHIT! I told him settled already.

Darling asked me why I was still angry when I said its settled? huhuhu....memang lelaki sial!

Dunno why I always kena from uncles....pervert!

Its All About Enrollment

I feel tired everytime I hear her voice explaining something simple to someone , in her manner - and I thought I was just tired today. But oh no...its all about enrollment. When Sandy presented, I love it so much and she is my idol.

I promise that I will definitely improve on my presentation skills...and I love to present. After all, I have been doing that all these while since school days from forum, debate to head prefect of the school :D and I still love it.

......ponder....

This week, I miss a lot of people - those who are already gone from this world, those who are still here but I dont see them for a long long time. A lot of faces keep running wild in my head...what's wrong?

Stages of Life

There are times...you need to stop, look and decide
there are times...you need to make the decision now or you will lost it

Many times, I have decided to take my career life to a different stage
but during that many times, a lot of things keep running in my head

I waste too much time thinking of what I should and should not do
I live in the future and history too much
Its think to stop and decide

I am in big dilemma now, whether I should take this life to another stage
Mid-life crisis...hahaha


note:
Today, we are going home. Tomorrow will be the 1st prayer for cheng beng for dearest mummy. Last year, exactly on this date, I was in Amsterdam. Time flies .... and i remember clearly I called her at every new country that I travelled too. I love you so much to let you go...

Mummy, Where Are You Now?

Mummy, I miss you. Please tell me where you are now.

I have a lot of things to tell you...

* couldn't continue writing coz I am too emotional now*

Own observation and own perception

Miss A-Big-Scary Eye,

Your voice made me noticing you
You stood out because of your voice
Whether are u really that scary?

You seems to be so busy
Rushing everytime you walk to the pantry
Are you really THAT busy?

Hey, I am bad
For saying this about you
But I have the impression
That you are seeking for THAT
and THAT thing, you knew it very well
and i can read you very well
and i know what you want
just that, dont fake about it
just be real

Do you know that it is tiring to put up that mask everyday my dear friend?
Forgive me for saying this
I just couldnt help myself
So i am telling this to my own diary.

A-new-place...

Quiet, cold and bright
i feel sleepy
with the long hours
please help!

Reflection of Life on April Fool Day

Hey, today is April Fool day. It has been years since i really looking forward to this particular day. This year, its just another day to me.

I saw Rachel's photos in facebook today. She looks so radiant, happy and cheerful. I keep thinking about the moment when she met with the accident 3 years ago, when I saw her in ICU and she is fighting to breathe. Now, she is such a wonderful girl and getting married in two months time.

I wonder, losing someone so close to me (mummy) has made me realised a lot of things in this world that do not matter anymore at the end of the day. Looking at Rachel, she is like dead and living again - I wonder what's in her mind? I am very sure the family loves her more and she definitely treasure life to the fullest now.

Welcome home my dear Rachel. You are so beautiful.