11th Aug 2010 - A Perfect Day

11th Aug 2010 , I was informed by the doctors that Jian is in complete remission. Complete at the cell level!

Previously they already told me he's in remission but I want complete remission with a perfect MRD (minimal residual disease where bone marrow sample of blood is taken and check under microscope for every 10000 cells - repeatedly to confirm there is no more blasts exist in one's bone marrow done in NUS Spore)

And Prof Hany told me there is no more chromosome rearrangement detected as all blasts cant be detected = no transplant required!

This is the news I have been waiting for!!
THANK GOD!! God answer my prayers!!

A Smart Baby and his stupid mom

This morning, I was damn sleepy. Baby Jian went down the bed and took wet tissue and came back to me by pulling my hair - so hard. It was so hard that i beat his hand 3 times hardly. Jian rubbed his palm bcoz its so painful but he didnt cry.

Then I smell something - opps... pass motion.

Isnt Jian so smart?? taking wet tissue so that mummy doesnt have to walk out her bed to clean up for me? I am just one stupid mom who sleeps till late morning and beat the innocent boy.

I hate myself!