My heart sank again

This morning I heard from Chip that his mum has difficulty breathing. I just sms-ed him and he told me she's on oxygen mask.

WHY, I dont have such chance to do that for mummy?? I am still struggling whether I should be happy that she passed away peacefully or sad.

Obviously, my tears are still so generously drop each time i think of her.
Something, only love can do.

~Namo Amitabha~