The Truth Is Out There!

Finally, The Truth Is Out There.

Yesterday, Sook Yee told me the thing that hurt her the most in the relationship. I got a shocked. It happened to me as well, and that was the ROOT cause of all the trust issue I had all these while. I cant take it, if ever, I found my partner had relationship, one-nite-stand somewhere out there. NO, not ANY woman. I know. Unless that woman is involved as well la!What else.

I had a very open conversation with darling last evening. Of course, it took so much guts from me to open up the question and it turned out good! We both hate abortion. It's killing. I just cant understand why do these people are so so so selfish and greedy. They asked for it, and they kill another HUMAN for their own pleasure. Oh mine!

I know exactly where I am heading to right now. And I know my decision on what I want in relationship, who I want is so clear. It is so definate. I have really clear the root of the jealousy, the root of the uneasiness.

Again, its not about controlling....its taking charge. You can never control anyone except yourself and how you think. Dont you think so?

Darling, I love you.